you killed me.

I am more than a little upset today.

Yesterday my loyalty to you was tested and loyalty won. I was proud of myself. I thought to myself, I must really love her. But then I thought of Tuesday and how your heart has never been completely mine and I broke down. For all my good intentions, for all the pain and effort we've put each other through, where are we now? At exactly the place.

When I wanted to leave, and you begged me to stay, I stayed because I cared about you as a person. I had a big heart. I knew you were too weak at the time and I wanted to help you.

When I needed you, you left me stranded. You destroyed me at a crucial time, when I needed to be at my best for school.

I am so angry with you right now. Why have you been so selfish?